After Life

Every thread of my being and every grain of my soul believes my real father will understand the extreme hurt he created after he dies. I believe he will understand the utter pain he caused....and this is what I hold onto that helps me get through the day, my week, the year.  Ron is a person that believes in the afterlife. He believes in communicating with spirits. With that, how does he not understand he will reconcile his own life, after it.

So I waver between super strong & holding on to the notion that I know he will deal with his human life in the after life.  A song that reminds me of how I feel is Titanium.  .  

You shout it out
But I can't hear a word you say
I'm talking loud not saying much
I'm criticized but all your bullets ricochet
You shot me down, but I get up

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away
Shot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
Shot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium

Cut me down
But it's you who'll have further to fall
Ghost town, haunted love
Raise your voice, but sticks and stones may break my bones
I'm talking loud not saying much

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, take your aim
Fire away, fire away
Shot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
Shot me down but I won't fall

He can take aim, knock me down, fire away....but I won't fall.  My mom made me, Titanium